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The lyrics I’ve shared express my deep feelings of introspection, struggle, and the desire for solitude amidst discomfort.
The repeated line, “Comfort ditched in a dirt,” suggests my rejection of superficial comfort, possibly in favor of confronting hard truths or facing pain. I feel that discomfort is a warning, prompting self-awareness and reevaluation of my circumstances. Phrases like “I suffered enough to be a coward” indicate my wrestling with vulnerability and the fear of taking risks after enduring hardships.
The refrain “Don’t indict me I just want to be alone” highlights my strong desire for solitude as a means of coping. I feel overwhelmed by external chaos (“madness the outside have thrown”) and want to protect my space, drawing a boundary against others’ loneliness encroaching on my own.
The verse by Fikman shifts focus slightly but reinforces my theme of navigating through life’s ups and downs. Emphasizing his connection with his own thoughts, he recognize the importance of accepting both the joys (“sunshines”) and challenges (“floods of muddy water”). My reflections on memory loss, such as Alzheimer’s and dementia, underscore human fragility and the urgency of cherishing moments.
The repeated phrase “It’s over matter” suggests that my emotional states are transient and that my personal values or experiences should not be diminished by outside opinions. The metaphor comparing something precious to “diamonds” illustrates my self-worth and resilience against external judgment or valuation.
The closing lines express my sense of liberation and hope. I invite a sense of carefree living, dancing with the “daylight,” suggesting I gain strength from acceptance and the fleeting nature of life. Overall, the lyrics weave a narrative of finding strength in solitude, reflecting on past pain, and embracing a balanced life.
– Masnavi